Freak-O

Chris Colfer

2011-06-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

I love you. =)

Grrr.

2011-05-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, just like any other carnivorous animals, when someone defend another in front of me, i tend to crush the both of them.

=/

2011-04-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

I may regret it, but you know wat?

I may just regret, because thats still better den playing with someone else's feelings.

Exam. Urgh.

2011-04-13T02:02:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming, 3rd of May.

What am i doing here when im suppose to go revise? Gahhh.

This world really is full of temptations...xP

Good thing im already in study mode a whole month before exam.

Just a brief update. Fn is coming sooooooon!

*anticipating* xDDDD

=/

2011-04-04T00:28:00.000-07:00

Dear life, Hi there. Please stop throwing random things into my already hectic schedule already. I've had enough of school, tuitions, and clubs. I certainly dun need a best friend transfering to another school and would never need that she wont ever be there for me when things are wrong. You note that? xoxo, YT.

no title.

2011-03-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

I once had a dream.

It was simple: To go to japan.

Just like that.

And now its gone....

So this is how it feels like. To have a dream being destroyed. To know that dream will forever stay a dream.

And the worst part is? You had a chance to go....but you didnt, because of money.

Just because of money.

It pissed me even more that some people CAN go there just because they had money.

Just because of money.

GATHEEEEEERING! 120311! xD

2011-03-12T03:59:00.000-08:00

Had gathering today~~ate at t.g.i.f, bill was O_O but the food is SUPERB! xD

Well, after lunch we split and went shopping! xD

Camwhoring in the toilet (again)...

Me, yiqi and fiona!

Nice jacket! Didnt fit me that well so i bought another one instead! ;D

Yqi solo ss pic~~~

Finally, a pic of all of us together! xD

Me and wenyi~~~=3

Yqi and fiona!

Yqi and fiona 2!

Acting....serious? LOLOL!

Epic notice in ROMP's fitting room! HAHA!

Shirt i bought! Wenyi also had the same design but diff colour! xD

PLAAAAAAAAID JACKET! *drools*

high-waist shorts! can you believe this is just 28.90!!

CAAAAAAAAAAAP~~

Also got my choker~~~LOVES!!!>

Today is just plain awesome! xD Bought all the things i wanted~~=3

Love my peers! =3!

Left out.

2011-03-06T23:53:00.000-08:00

Ok, im being sentimental again.

But hell, im feeling really really left out nowadays.

My best friends went out shopping without me. Damn, i thought Fiona is not going too so i didnt really tried to persuade my mom to lemme go too. I HATE IT when im the only one missing out. Then when the inside jokes come, I pissed off. I mean, Fiona said she wouldnt go!!! I felt really really....betrayed. =/

My best friends talk about something i dont know and wont tell me what is it. I mean, CRAP, if you're not gonna tell me what it is, den dun even let me hear in the 1st place.

I'm not going to Troop Camp when i wanted to go like hell. Just because my dad had to go fetch my mom from uni. I mean, DUH, mom, out of all your friends, NO ONE can fetch you already??? HOW MANY TIMES had i told you i DONT WANT to miss this???

Crappy mode. F***.

=/

2011-02-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

I hate it when i even feel guilty when i rebels.

I must be the nicest teenager in the world.

1123

2011-02-19T23:10:00.001-08:00

OK, i know you're not gonna be reading this...but...er..

Thanks for the card, and thanks for always being there.

=)

=)

2011-02-12T20:41:00.000-08:00

I'm that kind of girl who dont like mushy stuff;

I'm that kind of girl that doesnt like it when people showered her with gifts;

I'm that kind of girl that never blush no matter how embarrassed i am;

I'm that kind of girl with an ego and attitude;

I'm that kind of girl that laugh around for stupid things;

I'm that kind of girl that doesnt seems to care although i do;

I'm that kind of girl who likes to stay strong by herself;

I'm that kind of girl that doesnt likes to rely;

I'm that kind of girl who isnt afraid to go hyper;

I'm that kind of girl that thinks kneeling-down-in-a-fancy-restaurant proposal is stupid;

I'm that kind of girl that isnt afraid of cockroaches;

I'm that kind of girl that seeks freedom all her life;

And I'm that kind of girl who knows all of the above, and is still proud of it, because I'm myself, and I'm unique.

=)

CAM!

2011-01-29T23:17:00.000-08:00

I never did mention i got myself a camera, did I? xD

*TADADADADA* My brand new Samsung ES65!

Its just a normal camera la, no like those fancy a-lot-of-functions-device. Im a bit of the technology idiot type so if i get myself a complicated one i may toss it out because i dunno how to use it. -_-

So all in all, its working perfectly well....except that most of the pictures are blur when i off the flash. Help, anyone?

Tumblr!

2011-01-23T23:46:00.000-08:00

So, yea, i joined Tumblr!

yit0ng.tumblr.com

Visit me! xD

Leilockheart.

2011-01-23T00:24:00.000-08:00

Stumble across tumblr and found this really good blog. The photographies are super good. Falling in love with it. xD

http://www.leilockheart.net/

Pay it a visit! =)

Antique bakery!!!!!!!!!!

2011-01-20T04:12:00.000-08:00

GOd this movie is SO DAMN NICE!!

Ok, i liked it because its a bl/gay movie...xD, but hell, the cast are SUPER HANDSOME!!!

I really would like it if Jin Hyuk and Seon woo get on together...oh my...*drools**nosebled*

Jen! xD

2011-01-15T20:35:00.000-08:00

We celebrated Jen's 16th bday yesterday, so...yea, some pics...

The birthday girl!
The yummy and delicious cake!

Both of us...

The 3 of us...(notice the checkers? xD)

HAPPY BDAY, BABE! =D

New life.

2011-01-11T05:51:00.000-08:00

There's is a point where i always cry at night, thinking how hard life is, with all the tuitions and class-without-friends, and the hectic schedules.

But now, since i already got to be with the same class with yit, jen and pei jin, i think things are going well again.

I hope so, i really do.

Please, God, i deserve to be with them.

=)

Bla.

2011-01-06T22:23:00.000-08:00

I have no life.

Whats the point living when life is just about school, tuitions, school, tuitions? Kill me.

I hate my life already.

urgh.

2011-01-04T23:16:00.000-08:00

I hate school already. Yes, on the 3rd day of school.

I missed my holiday life. When i really is freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and super happy.

I hate the tuitions. Swallowing ALL my after school time. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.

I dun want tuitions. I dun want to go to school.

I hate my life.

1st day of school

2011-01-03T02:34:00.000-08:00

Didnt go well. =(

I got sick. Threw up (in the toilet btw.)

And only i am from 3C, none of my classmates are in the same class with me. =O

I'm dead. Very very dead.

xD

2010-12-22T21:55:00.000-08:00

Oh yes. xD I'm happy.

Comic Fiesta 2010

2010-12-20T20:14:00.000-08:00

.....was a BLAST!!! xD

Really had lotsa fun there. Took a lot of pics with the cosplayers and bought some really cute + high quality things. Very very satisfied. Im so going too next year. xD

The ticket.

The cute little box man!!! OMG, damn cute!

Quadruples Ciels. LOL

This Ciel is DAMN HANDSOME. Gosh.

This ciel too! *fangirl scream* Super handsome!

Oops, Pg 13.

Tsunaaaaaaaaaaaa!! OMG, i melts.

Things i bought. Isn't the bookmark the cutest thing ever?? *melts*

There's many more pics with other cosplayers but Blogger decided to shit with me so i cant upload too many photos. You can see all of them on my facebook though. I really had fun and met lotsa people! There's so many people that attended it was practically traffic jam all the way. But who cares, it really is a blast!

xDDDD

Piano

2010-12-05T21:58:00.000-08:00

If i knew i am going to be stuck with it for so long, i would have fight out of it's grasp in my earlier years.

It was just too late now. 9 years and in Grade 6 now. Just too late to back out now.

Fuck it.

And now i had to keep practise and practise, and practise and practise, LIKE I CARES.

Seriously, who cares if i fails the exam? Who cares if i sucks at playing? Who cares if i dunno the scales? Who cares if i fucking hates it?

Not me, obviously.

I hate it, right from the start, and i should have fought from it.

Too late. And im regretting for so long already.

I. HATE. IT.

Fuck.

Enma Kozato! =DDDDDDDD

2010-12-01T07:08:00.000-08:00

Enma Kozato is the CUTEST GUY EVER!!!!!!!!!!

GAHHHH!!!!!!!!!

❤❤❤

16th Asian Games...

2010-11-20T00:39:00.000-08:00

...mascots are freakinggggggggggggg cuuuuuuteeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

The orange and tallest one is 乐羊羊，the blue one named 阿翔， the black one阿和， red阿如& the green one being阿意。

Together, they are 祥和如意乐洋洋。

Great name, isn't it?? =D

Super cute mascots in action!

=DDDD

*melts*

I personally find 'A he' the cutest one. Just look at him! Gahhhhhhhhhhhh!

*currently obsessed in the Asian Games.*

Loves!

2010-11-17T18:59:00.000-08:00

Love you all!!!!

='D

..............

2010-11-11T00:12:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i feel abandoned.

My friends, sometimes they get too excited to care how i feels.

My parents, sometimes they get too occupied to care what i thinks.

And then i keep on holding in, until i can finally convince myself it doesnt matters.

Although it does.

Shopping! (again >.<)

2010-11-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

Mom was off to singapore, so dad brought me shopping. Our plan was to take the KTM to KL Sentral den somewhat hop into anything that can take us to Times Square.

When we reached KL Sentral we found out that only by riding the Monorail we would be able to get to the Imbi station, which was right in front of Times Square.

Sounds easy, no prob.

BUT, the monorail the station wasnt set in KL sentral. We had to walk a freaking distance to the monorail station.

So well, here's my 战利品。

Yes, i bought a cape AGAIN.

Gahhhh.

Nice tee-shirt! Super cheap too. =p

Short jeans from ROMP. Only 28.9!

You may think i had quite a shopping spree, but hey, dad brought 7 owls. And yeah, his current
collection is 325. =.= Owl freak.

We reached Times Square at about 11:30, went to Sungai Wang at 3, and went back by 7:30. That's when we realized there actually is another monorial station closer to KL Sentral. So yea, the 'freaking distance' we walked is actually.....unnecassary. =/

So yea, shopping today was fun! Bought a lipstick as mom's bday present. Loves all the things i bought today. =p

Dummie!

2010-11-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

Ok, this is pretty random, but hey, this really is the MOST handsome dummie i have ever seen!

Isn't it???

Yea im that bored to actually stalk dummies. Who cares. =p

Freak you.

2010-10-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

I dont get why sometimes somebody just HAVE to push me over my limit.

Yea, im a joker, im freaking optimistic, and i have the best patience you have ever seen. (proof: here.)

So what? I freaking have a limit too.

Now what? Do i have to be freaking mean to make everybody realize that?

Im NOT the perfecto you saw me on the outside, i cursed and i scold.

And if you dont realize this quick enough, im going to move on to the slaps and f words.

I DONT want to be mean, so DONT make me a preson i dont wanna be.

Class party (+sunway trip!) (My most picture-heavy post!)

2010-10-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

Class part was on 23rd of October ( which is last saturday), and well, it was actually just an excuse for us to go shopping! >3<

Pizza hut. I feel like mosaic-ing my face.

This too. Urgh.

A pic after all those pizza's.

Pn. Ng, our Form 2 class teacher.

feeling random...

A really nice cape at F.O.S, but the size is just too big. T^T

You can see my whole shoulder already.

DAISOOOOO!!! FINALLY!!!!!

The most delicious ice cream ever!

Fiona bought another one. Freaking nice too!

Trying out a cape in F Block with Fiona. Bought it back after all. ><

Feeling random 2.

Spot my toothbrush!

(was going to wenyi's house for a sleepover =D)

Jen, who still looked like my mom since i was form 1. >3<

A random pic of me and yiqi doing charcoal mask wenyi bought from Daiso. =p

Actually there are more pics i took at wenyi's house but if i uploaded that pics i may be murdered, so...

Thats about it about the sunway trip. Bought a freaking amount of things (a new bag, again! >_<) and had lotsa fun!

JOTI

2010-10-17T07:13:00.000-07:00

It was a really great experience, but hell i couldnt really sleep THAT late.

3:30 in the morning man, and my normal bedtime is 10. =.=

So i was practically dozing off while doing the tasks.

EEEEKKKKKK.

*tired*
*but still on9-ing until dunno wat time*

KARAMMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2010-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

I never mention i falled in love with (another) cute guy did i?

But hell, if you really wanna know (how crazy i got), you can just go see my chinese blog.

So here i introduce....KARAM!!!!!!!

Cute, isnt he???

Btw, im gonna go for scouts event this saturday and sunday, so dun bother to call me! I cant bring my phone! D=

Im soooooooo gonna missed Karam! T^T

No pics, no songs, no (oh damn so hot) mv's, no karam's-hot-sexy-OMG-dance move, no anything!!!!

KARAMMMMMIIIIIEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!I LEBU YOU!!!!!!!!!

Rainbows doodles!

2010-10-09T02:54:00.000-07:00

OMG im loving this blog more and more!

http://www.rainbowsdoodles.blogspot.com/

Its a really cute blog with even cuter accesorries for sale! I want it so badly!

AHHHHH.

Blergh

2010-10-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

Being carefree and happy-go-lucky doesnt means i take EVERYTHING easily, please bear in mine i get pissed off sometimes too.

Chinese.

2010-10-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

OK, people always said that chinese is the HARDEST paper, so im scared already now.

I mean, i think my chinese is quite good....but then....

Im so going to kill myself if i B'ed my chinese.

MATT DILLON!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-05T05:09:00.000-07:00

HE LOOKS FREAKING HOT IN OUTSIDERS!!!!!!!!!!!

I wonder

2010-10-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

Do all mom's treat their children like dogs, or is it just me?

PMR.

2010-09-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

Ok, so PMR is getting nearer...and nearer....and nearer....

8 days left.

So where is that "bang!" i was waiting for to whip me into action?

Damn, i seriously need some motivation to really pick up a book and start to revise NOW.

Untitled

2010-09-24T22:13:00.000-07:00

I'm getting a little tired laughing everything over.

Things you should do if you go to Cambodia.

2010-09-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

1) NEVER go to Angkor Wat. It has nothing except for stones, dirty stones, and dirty+useless stones.

2) MUST eat fried squid!!!!! Too yummy to ignore!!!!

3) NEVER catch a night bus. Unless you wanted severe bum and leg pain the next day.

4) BARGAIN! Things can be cut at least half the price. =P

5) DONT eat beef. Rumours said that beef is too pricey there, so they actually use dog(!) or cat(!!) meat to replace the 'beef' you ordered.

Shopping! =DDD

2010-09-07T19:42:00.000-07:00

Okay, okay, i know theres nothing really interesting when people go shopping, but, well, who cares, this is my blog and im going to blog about it. =P

So, i when shopping with Fiona and Jen at tuesday!!!

Cute ice-cream.

And very yummy too!

Lunch here.

Fried mushroom~aaahhhh~

Big platelet. Fiona, Jen and me shared one and is VERY full.

Trying out clothes i like.

But cant afford. T^T
This white one is freaking pretty.

And so is the price tag. T^T

Grey. Jen is beside me.

Although i dunno she's actually wearing or taking off. Hmm....

I freaking like this shirt!!!

It says aqua on the cloth tag.

The colour is much more prettier than in the photo!!!!

I LOVE this! But i dont like the price tag!!!

T^T
ps: Jen is folding her pants. Dun ask me why.

So in the end, i didnt buy any cloth. D=

But...i bought something else. =D

Its a best friend necklace i share with jen.

Pretty, huh?

I also bought some other stuff in guardian....but im too lazy to take pictures of it.

Thats it. My 5 hour trip at Sunway pyramid. There's suppose to be some pictures with jen and fiona but i actually forgotten to ask them to bluetooth it to me. Oh well, next time, i guess. =P

Enrollment.

2010-08-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

I'm going to write this simple because only 2 people would know what the heck im talking about. =P

As you can see, i was elected as APL for Hang Kasturi for scouts!!!! (ignore me with my stupid expression please.)

I wasn't really surprised, since i apply for an APL and got the post.

Until i walked up the stage, and wat Kelly said actually hit me like a bomb.

She said: "(cant remember exactly, but something like this) You got the APL ah! Very geng di, you know? Only got 5 patrols lehhhhh."

FIVE PATROLS. Out of so many people, i got a post.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for giving me this chance, UOC 2009/10.

I promised i would do my best.

=)

ps: credits to joelle for the photo! =D

pps: Sze zhen is my PL for next year. Hope we can co-operate well. =D

ppps: Jenny, Leong Wai, Yit Lin, Carney, CONGRATS!!!! xDDDDDDDDDD

pppps: Who is Hang Kasturi's QM btw??? O_o

Hives/rashes.

2010-08-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

WARNING: THIS BLOGPOST MAY BE TOO GROSS FOR YOU AS IT CONTAINS MENTALLY HARMFUL PICTURES. AND YOU KNOW WHEN SOMEONE LIKE ME SAYS IT'S GROSS, IT is GROSS.

Well, what to say, coz i kena hives again. It started on my lap, and i thought its just a couple of mosquito bites, when my friend said it was HUGE.

Like this. And mind you, this is just ONE.

I had little spots like this which is freaking itchy too.

So i had to apply some lotion and because there is too many spots here and there, it end up like this. Like, my whole leg kena. Yeesh.

Rashes like this are suppose to disappear after one day. And after some medication and an injection, they DO dissapear.

Until this retard here went and gulp down some jolly shandy and trigger the reaction, AGAIN.

Urgh.

So i have them now, and although they are fading, they looked freaking ugly on my leg because it's one HUGE patch.

It's so ugly i cant bear to post it up here.

T^T

stupid.

2010-08-24T00:29:00.000-07:00

I forgot to bring my keys (again).

I thought my mom is coming back in a while, so i asked aunty to drop me and i'll wait outside for my mom to rescue me.

After one hour of throwing stones and jumping around and watching clouds float here and there i couldnt bear it anymore, so i went to my neighbours house and make a call.

So, i actually waited outside my house for like, one hour and 15 minutes?

I guess i DO have unlimited patience.

Next time, im so going to find a way to climb in.

damn.

2010-08-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

i hate how successful you're in affecting my life.

Before we fought, i watched my words so i wont make you angry.

And now, i stared at my hp 1 minute before sending a message so i wont send another wrong one again.

And everytime my wolf howled (message ringtone), i jumped up because im afraid its from you.

Im so going to put a stop to this.

Manipulator

2010-08-21T22:02:00.000-07:00

You're a manipulator. And im a follower.

Thats why i cant win, coz its wat you're aiming.

Control.

2010-08-21T22:01:00.000-07:00

I hate the fact that you can control people.

Because you are now using them against me.

And i have nothing, nothing and no one by my side.

Practise.

2010-08-21T00:35:00.000-07:00

People never know i cry too.

And i cried a lot nowadays.

Because of you. Because of them.

And im sick of all this already.

Im going to keep everything to myself now.

If keeping everything to myself and ignoring every danger signs and letting people bully me helps me from being hurt, im willing to do it.

Because i cant bear it anymore.

Which, actually, the most fucking thing is that i cant tell anybody things like this, because they're not used to me being so sentimental.

So im keeping to myself. I HAVE to keep it to myself.

Decision.

2010-08-21T00:21:00.001-07:00

Thats it. Thank you, ****, for letting me see the conversation. Because it helped me on making this decision.

Im not going to trust anyone anymore.

Im going to cry this over. And than i will learn, learn how not to let this things hurt myself anymore.

So thank you, everybody, because you all let me know that i am alone.

Definite and positive.

Game.

2010-08-20T23:53:00.000-07:00

Im tired. And im sick of all this drama.

Please. I got a little sad when you said you feel like puking when you saw me. Thats proof i still care about you.

Now tell me, how should i treat someone who said she feel like puking when she saw me genuinely?

Im really tired already. And now i have a 'best' frined who secretly thinks im shit but laugh along and act like nothing is wrong when she's with me.

You are freaking making my life harder.

And i cant just freaking abandon you because it will be more chaotic!

And you just manage to win all my other friends heart just because everybody think its already a good enough thing for you when you 'forgive' me.

So what do i do now?

I sulk, i cry, i emo and i fucking act like nothing.

Because in this game, everybody play the game your way.

Just like me.

And im losing already.

Dog.

2010-08-19T23:14:00.000-07:00

I dont even know if i did wrong.

You were ALWAYS like that, your attitude and behaviour.

You cant possibly want someone to treat you genuinely when you yourself dont.

Im not saying that you lie about everything but you made us suspicious.

Maybe you should think why your actions had ruin our friendship like this.

That is, if you had treated us as friends.

Because all i can confirmed is that you made us scared, and being scared of a friend is not a healthy relationship anymore.

Maybe its not completely your fault, but i did NOT do anything wrong too.

And despite the fact that im a retard, im not someone you can treat like a dog. Please.

We're doing this because we want you to know: the world doesnt revolves around you.

And if you cant change, im sorry, we're not on terms anymore.

Respect.

2010-08-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

I always thought i am a very good person until my dad called me selfish and my mom said im lazy.

PLEASE, even if you hate me that much, i deserve some respect.

trash can.

2010-08-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

It's a nickname but somehow i felt that everybody is treating me like one.

ha.

2010-08-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes people think that im a really good, gentle person.

I'm not.

I'm just a teeny-tiny bit rasional, and that keeps me off from biting other people's head.

But i will explode.

And i am going to, if you challenge my patience, one more time.

I wont let YOU step over me, because im not someone you can do that to.

And i wont tolerate any longer, because i already had enough.

I kept all my feelings inside me because i knew these are things that causes fights and misunderstandings if i said it out loud.

So i ALWAYS kept it in myself.

And im already sick of all this, keeping-to-myself-thing.

I'm already tired enough, so DONT come and provoke me, please.

Because im not the everything-also-ok kinda person. I just told you, Im not.

You think you know me? Think again.

Summit. =D

2010-08-12T23:22:00.000-07:00

Mom had a Rm50 Giant voucher so we went to summit to spent it. Since we're already at summit, we shopped around....and had GCB! (very nice and ultra smooth!)

I went to Guardian and got a Biore pore pack, which Alicia recommended. I hope it works!

Contents.

I also got an eyeshaodow quartet....exactly the colours i wanted. =D It wasnt some well known brand but i think the colours turns out great.

Starting from upper left: white, silver, gray, black.

I dunno why the black looks like blue. D=

With the cover opened.

And 2 comics i've been dreading since the long wait (3 monthes! xO).

Of course i had something else i wanted but since im broke + in my saving-money mode....

Satisfied.

OH YES!!!

2010-08-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

The bag i ordered via web has arrived on MONDAY!!!

Forgive me for ripping it off.

It's this bag. ^^

Of course im not that pretty girl but, hey, focus on the bag please.

ISN'T IT PRETTY????

I will find time to get some pictures with my baby, stay tuned!

xDDD

argh.

2010-08-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

PMR. Its just 3 words but it can just crush you down.

I convinced myself i can do it, if i could pick up my own lazy bum and start revising now.

Which isnt going to happen, you know.

Since im the last-minute kinda person.

*sigh*

Thats what they call karma.

question

2010-08-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

What do you do when your friend(s) treat you like crap?

rant

2010-08-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

You had a family. You got to go to school. You had your own bedroom. You get to eat chocolate everyday. Your life is perfect.

But somehow you still felt empty. Ever had that kind of feeling?

Life. It just have to bugs the hell out of us, doesnt it?

There's always this thing that would always hunts you back.

"ahhh, i shouldnt have said that..."
"oh shit. wat the hell am i going to do now???"

Sounds familiar?

These little thing, they changed you, just like they changed me too.

At this point of my life, i finally realized that i live for someone else.

At least I realized. Isnt that a good news?

But theres the bad news too: There's no way i can stop myself for letting others controlling me too.

Life. It just cant be just yours.

Fact.

2010-08-03T00:27:00.000-07:00

I am a human. I do do wrong.

So i knew you do too. But why the hell does i doesnt dare to ask if you do did wrong?

Did you? You did, did you?

There's this wall between us. And its unbreakable.

Or is it me that doesnt dare to go break it?

Glass shatters, just like the truth.

Wrong.

2010-08-03T00:22:00.000-07:00

I know you are wrong, but i just cant bring myself to correct you.

Because there are enough things between us that might just break out friendship.

Friendship. Ha.

You are simply unpredictable. And here i am, giving out my bestest guess.

But a guess just wouldnt be enough. You are simply just unpredictable.

So what should i do now? What can i do now?

Wish list.

2010-07-26T00:40:00.000-07:00

This thing is currently on the most top on my wish list now.

Anybody, spare me one?

YOU.

2010-07-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

Get an alarm clock, for hell's sake.

3 years, there wasnt a time when I wasnt waiting for you. Its not like someone NEVER mention it, you KNEW you were ALWAYS like THAT.

3 years, no change, AT ALL.

3 years, now even late for 15 minutes is good enough for you. WTF kind of improvement is this.

JUST GET AN ALARM CLOCK, for hell's sake.

NEW NETBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-20T00:53:00.000-07:00

I am so going to rob this baby from my mother.

Bon odori!!!! xDDDDDDD

2010-07-17T19:03:00.000-07:00

WAS FUN!!!!!!!!!!

For us, Bon Odori is just about....

FOOD.

Fried squid.
Ramen!

Still ramen!

Yummy ramen!

Ice blended! Lemon~

Teehee~

Unagi bento!!!

Freaking nice!!!!!

Retarded me.

Retarded us.

For more pics, go to my facebook profile!.

=DDDDDDD

English magazines

2010-07-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

Currently addicted to CLEO and SEVENTEEN!

xD

ARROGANT.

2010-07-13T04:57:00.000-07:00

Im pissed.

I was using the internet when mom comes in and say she wanna download some sort of program called WinRar, which enable our comp to read CAJ files, or whatsoever. So i helped her download the software, but she still cant open her files.

So she asked me to go away, and sat in front of the comp to try to open her files.

Which, may i remind you, when im halfway using the comp.

Since the pc wont work, she asked me to setup her laptop.

Which, may i remind you, she asked me to set it in front of the pc.

So i cant use the pc anymore, coz she's damn blocking me.

Fine, i went out, figuring that she wont take a long time.

WRONG.

She just sat that, when failing to open her files, she proceed to doing her uni homework.

Oh, i forgot to mention that when she wants to download the software to her laptop, she just unplug the modem cable and attach it to her laptop.

MY EBUDDY, FACEBOOK, TWITTER AND YOUTUBE ARE STILL LOADING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

****

I was damn shock and i said:" you unplug the cable ah?!"

Den she said in an indifferent tone:" or else?"

OR ELSE?!

If she wanted to use the comp, she could have just asked, or just TELL me she was going to!!!

I was waiting like an idiot for her to **** off!!!!!!

She thinks it was like, nothing, to just SNATCH the comp and even UNPLUG the cable, when I AM USING!!!!!!!!!!!

Does she thinks she is that superior that she dun have to even TELL me what she's going to do????

She dun even know how to RESPECT her own daughter, for HELL'S SAKE!!!!!!!!!

* *

2010-07-12T02:04:00.000-07:00

I know im that kind of person.

So i try not to show it out, unlike you.

I mend things because im know im wrong, unlike you.

Sometimes i just feel like slapping you on the face, just to remind you that you're in the same world as me, and not in your bubbly pink's.

You complained a lot, you know that?

You should be grateful that its me you dont watch your mouth with, or you're already dead.

So shut up and live like any other normal person, please.

my 1st dress. ever.

2010-07-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

Why is everybody going chaos watching me wearing a dress?

Hmm.....

SS=Shopping Spree.

2010-07-03T22:48:00.000-07:00

I had fun shopping yesterday.

Havent gone out for a LOOOOOONNNGGGGGG time so the desperate-for-clothes me got what she wanted.

3 oh brand new clothes. x)

And jenny wong, thanks for the RmXXXXty top, although i just got you a Rm15 dooodoll keychain. You know i love it, and i know you are as pokai as me.

I will buy you an expensive bday present next year, just wait and see. xDD

And oh, i love you, jen jen.

=')

Destiny?

2010-06-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

My 44th tweet on twitter is: Kill me.

Destiny?

Wow.

Somebody, kill me.

2010-06-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

I will explode.

2 WHOLE weeks in the kampung is not helping me with anything.

Im bored, i wanna go out, i need new clothes.

The reason why i am at the kampung is because my grandma had an eye surgery, so i had to come back to COOK for her.

Which, actually, no one ask me if I WANTED to.

So, here i am, with no objections, actually COOKING harmless food, and no rewards for this obedient girl here?

Screw you, mommy.

Hip hip hooray!

2010-06-14T22:47:00.001-07:00

I FINALLY took out my second pair of earrings, which were stuck on my earlobes since i had them because i coudnt take them out for a year+!!!!

Damn it, im so happy!!!

Wee~~~~

=DDDDDDD

Now i think of it.....

2010-06-12T22:58:00.000-07:00

I didn't really have a bday celebration this year. =O

I only had 2 presents. =O

3 of my close friends didnt even bother to wish me, even though 1 of them is with me the whole day. =O

I got 10 leech bites. =O

Conclusion: Its not the best birthday i had.

Okay, that may be soft, its the worst i had.

=O

Poison. O_O

2010-06-11T23:04:00.000-07:00

Because of intimate note, i caught the SuJu virus.

Because of the SuJu virus, i caught the Heechul poison.

Because of Heechul's poison, i'm currently obsessed in twitter.

Because of twitter, i caught more SuJu virus.

So, friends that think im crazy, due to the i-just-explained reasons, i dun think my SuJu/Heechul addiction is going to stop.

poisonpoisonpoisonpoisonpoisonpoison.

sujusujusujusujusujusujusujusujusujusujusujusuju.

heechulheechulheechulheechulheechulheechulheechulheechulheechulheechulheechul.

I wonder if im going to like pink if this addiction goes on.

Heechul's cat- Baengsin

2010-06-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

Isn't he cuuuuuuuutttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? =D

His name is Baengsin. =)

Follow me. =D

2010-06-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

Clicky, clicky. x)

Currently obsessed in Twitter.
xDDDD

OMG!!!

2010-06-09T22:14:00.001-07:00

Damn it, heechul, you're unbelievably handsome!!!

Ps: Fiona, see, there's your hong gi.

Kim Heechul.

2010-05-23T02:06:00.000-07:00

Tell me, how do you resist him?

I love you, heechul.

=DDD

K-pop

2010-05-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

There's a hole named K-pop and i think i just jumped in willingly. =D

Due to too much 0h-so-adorable pictures and the lazy author who cant wait for pictures too load, i will just copy paste the links.

Have fun!

Super junior ryeo wook---clicky.

CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!! My fav so far.

Super junior hee chul---click click.

Queen? XOXO

Super junior lee teuk---click me!

Nice abs. Heh.

Super junior eunhyuk---me!!!!!

Alicia's fav! Cute. Nice waist. xD

Super junior kangin---here!!!

The...muscular one. xPPP

Super junior kibum---press.

=DDDD

Super junior siwon---press here.

The gentleman~

DBSK jaejoong!!!!---here here.

nosebleed~~

DBSK yunho~~~here!

the perfect abs. xD

*yt

The thoughts.

2010-04-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

I cant believe this, im actually scared.

Scared. Scared of you.

I never knew what kind what kind of relationship we have here.

I worshipped you, in a kind of way.

Im doing everything to feel not left out, when i realised that this kind of action isnt considered normal anymore.

WHY, in the first place, do i tried anything to pleased you?

WHY, in the first place, am i trying so hard to not...not feel like, like we're not friends?

I dont want to be left out, BUT WHY, why would i felt like this?

Is it just because of the loneliness?

Or is it because of the weird relationship we have here?

I dont dare to ask you such question, because im afraid of the lying.

The lies.

So here am i, still forcing myself to believe we are good friends, to believe nothing had really happen, to believe that you dont really throw away relationships that easily.

I really, really hope you are not that kind of person.

Please.

AAAHHH!!

2010-04-05T01:10:00.000-07:00

This week:

8/4: Ping Pong MSSD

9/4: Singing Competiton, 演讲比赛.

WHY THE HELL DID I ENTER SO MANY COMPETITON!!!!!!

Oh, hell.

2010-03-19T00:10:00.000-07:00

Everytime i told somebody my parents are good, my parents suck up and make me regret saying that.

** , ****.

2010-03-13T21:02:00.000-08:00

Sucky things DO happen over and over again.

Parents NEVER appreciate, no matter how good they, or you are.

While I'm here downloading stupid birdsongs for my father, which is via the comp, then via MY handphone, and then bluetoothed to his handphone, i grumbled and say he should have just record them to save all the trouble.

And then he yell that its because he cant record them he need to go through this complicated process.

And then he said im selfish or watsoever that i dun wanna lend him my phone and not willing to help him even just a little.

Which, may i point out, that he NEVER told me that his phone cant record the songs.

Which is because why i ask him to record the songs, because i dun know he cant!

Which, he then yelled at me and say im not willing to help or watever shit.

Which, until then, only i know he CANT record the songs.

Which, he then go out of the room after scolding me with shits which is not even my fault.

And yeah, life is sooooo good.

Ha ha.

to hell with it.

2010-03-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

You know what parents do?

They look at what you've done-everything you have done-and pick out ALL the mistakes.

Major and minor ones. Then they blabber about the fault and mistake you have done, ignoring actually what you HAVE done.

Because what you have done wrong is apparently more interesting than what you have achieve.

14/2

2010-02-12T23:56:00.000-08:00

Have a sweet CNY and a prosperous Valentine. =)

meow.

my backyard is a zoo.

2010-02-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

Honestly.

My dad had put a bird shower in the backyard so birds can come and shower (obviously) and drink water.

Which, he doesnt know, will become the main water source of wild animals in our taman.

First, there was this huge ginger-coloured cat.

Then, this brown colour female dog came.

After several magpies and cockreals and monkeys, this monitor lizard came.

A monitor lizard, man.

Now tell me, whose backyard will have a monitor crawling here and there?

(Mine.)

So my backyard is officially not a backyard anymore, its a ZOO.

gemini

2010-01-29T06:27:00.000-08:00

You will never understand me.

Because i dont even understand myself.

I can be stupid and smart.

I can be blur and active.

I can be boring and fun.

I can be a leader and a follower.

I can hate and love.

I can laugh and emo.

I can be a freak and then perfectly normal.

I can be cincai and perfectionist.

I can be everything, anything at the same time.

And trust me, its hard being a gemini.

Coz no one EVER truly knows you, just like you never knew you were someone like that.

xD

2010-01-26T02:44:00.000-08:00

Ah, the good old memories.

Surprise! surprise!

2010-01-26T02:32:00.000-08:00

When people got asthma they take a whiff of their inhaler,
when i got unhappy i take a sniff of my handkerchief.

Conclusion: Im crazy.

Thank you. Bye bye.

blanket.

2010-01-24T04:13:00.000-08:00

I dont see how my blanket had ANY connection with scouts.

But apparently my dad say if i dont fold my blanket then i dont have much discipline so i shouldnt be in scouts.

CRY.

I dont see why i should fold my blanket.

Blanket are things you use on the morning and at the night! What's the point folding it up when you know you need to use it somehow at night????

And folding makes it hard for me to sniff it.

ZZZZzzzz

2010-01-06T22:55:00.000-08:00

Sleeping has never been THIS important.

Yes, since i started morning session, i became this hardworking and good student who finishes her homework at school.

Why?

So i can go back home and sleep, OF COURSE.

Yeah, yeah, like im not a pig last year, but still.....

So, to all of you nocturnal animals, sleeping IS important.

Go sleep. NOW.

Record broked.

2010-01-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

You ever seen someone who got sick on the 3rd day of school?

No?

Well, just look at me.

Here we are, where I got sick, on the 3rd day of school.

On the 3RD day of school, man.

I hate myself.

HUGE mistake

2009-12-21T20:09:00.000-08:00

WHY am i always obsessing over the wrong things??

*i hate myself*

I'M HEARTBROKEN.

2009-12-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

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just in case you are wondering, the above is the result of me slamming my head onto the keyboard.

Life suxx indeed.

2009-12-18T21:39:00.000-08:00

And dont tell me it's not because it does and you felt that too before.

*yeesh*

Gathering.

2009-12-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

We gambled. Honestly, we just play cards the whole day.

Duh.

*muaxx* to all of you.

WHY??? OH, WHY???

2009-12-17T04:12:00.000-08:00

WHY ARE HOT GUYS ALL GAY???

I mean, I'm not homophobic or anything...but WHY THE HELL ARE HOT GUYS ALL GUY??

What kind of phenomena is this???? WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO OUR EARTH??

How the hell could HE be gay???

soaps

2009-11-29T18:20:00.000-08:00

As school holiday is too boring and i finally got my internet back, i spend all day at Youtube watching soap opera aka soaps'.

Yeah, soap opera.

To be frank, i dont actually care if the plotlines are stupid (which is NOT), coz there are hot guys in it.

From Verbotene Liebe:

Thore Scholermann
as

Christian Mann.

Jo Weil

Oliver Sabel.

OMG. Just LOOK at those puppy eyes.

From As The World Turns:

Jake Silbermann as Noah Mayer.

*faints*

He have puppy eyes too....

And finally...(my personal fav.):

Van Hansis as Luke Snyder.

*drools**faints**nose bleed*

*yt*